Group Intro

[oi_theoi]

Who: new kids
When: Day 57, Morning
Where: Shrine area
What: Arrivals

[More delicious fresh meat has been shipped in]


[Rapunzel | Subaru]

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[ghostofthesparklelizards]

[Oh gosh, WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO MY NOT!PRINCESS.]

Becca, stop it!

[And hugging Rapunzel protectively, giving Becca a stern look.]

[pencilpremonition]

[screaming]

She started it! I came over here to help and she's done nothing but spit at me since! She treated me like I'm TRASH, not even worth the dirt on her shoes, and then freaked out at ME for getting mad about it!

And now you're going to protect HER?

[tonewlengths]

[Aaaah I'm getting hugged but I want comfort but I don't know what to do aaaaah, tensing up but not pushing Razzy away]

I don't even have shoes! I don't- I don't know you, I don't know what you want from me, I don't-

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

Shush, it's okay, Rapunzel. [Speaking to her softly and rubbing her back/hair gently.]

[Then giving Becca a firm look.]

Yes, I am! She's AFRAID, Becca. She's terrified and confused and she just died.

And Rapunzel would NEVER look at someone like trash. That's not the kind of girl she is, she's-

You've completely read the situation the wrong way and you're just causing yourself and her more pain! Now CALM DOWN.

[pencilpremonition]

Then why did she talk to me the way she did? She practically SPIT. I KNOW how to talk to new arrivals, I stayed back, I was gentle, I offered food and a blanket and aid and she fucking SNEERED at me like I wasn't worth her TIME.

So if she's scared? She fucking SHOULD be! Treat people like that, see how far it gets you around here!

[tonewlengths]

I didn't! I didn't... Sneer, or spit, a-and I'm not scared! I'm not, I-I'm not afraid of you! [She says, still teary]

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

Becca! [Oh hey, her eyes flashed green.] Rapunzel didn't do ANY of that. I know for a fact she wouldn't.

Your behavior is unacceptable.

If you can't calm down, then GO AWAY until I can have a proper talk with you later because I really don't want to confuse Rapunzel more. Because if you keeping acting like this, you are just going to make it worse for ALL PARTIES INVOLVED!

[pencilpremonition]

Why should I calm down when I'm being treated like trash?! I came over here to help and it's not good enough for anyone! And then when I have the NERVE to get, oh, I don't know, MY feelings hurt? That makes ME a bad person? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?

And you're just going to take her side like I'm some big evil demon because I had the GALL to REACT LIKE A HUMAN BEING???

I thought you were a friend! I thought I could TRUST you! I HATE YOU!

[And she turns to head for the balcony. Because going into nature right now is clearly a good idea.]

[tonewlengths]

[Oh no did I break up a friendship. Did that just happen]

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

Rapunzel, I'll be right back.

[And then Razzy is moving to grab Becca's arm and I'm going to ignore the burning pain of someone saying they hate me and tell myself it's emotions because if I don't, I'm not going to react well. REPRESS THE BAD, FUNCTION NOW.]

[And she's leaning close to whisper in Becca's ear.]

I knew a Rapunzel in Sabra La Tau and I know how Rapunzel grew up and she and I grew up in very similar circumstances.

They weren't good.

[pencilpremonition]

And that makes it okay to be nasty to other people? I could tell you about how I grew up. Would that give me a free pass, too?

[trying to get her arm free]

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

[NOPE, and I'm stronger than you.]

No, but neither do you get a pass for being so cruel to her either. And you WERE.

I know Rapunzel. I know Rapunzel well. And I know Rapunzel is not cruel or nasty. What she IS, is terrified and confused and trying to protect herself. She was conditioned not to trust people.

You. Are. Reinforcing. That. Conditioning. That terrible conditioning that I don't think she's had the chance to break. And you wouldn't stop even though I made it clear you should have. You were reacting badly and you didn't trust ME to know what I was talking about.

[pencilpremonition]

[going to keep trying, and flailing harder and harder the longer it doesn't work]

And why might I do that, do you think? Could it possibly have something to do with the fact that I'm a human being with feelings and emotions of my own? That might have actually been HURT by the way she treated me? Or am I supposed to be ABOVE silly things like HUMANITY if I want to be treated decently?

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

[Nope, not letting go. Trained fighter, even as a human.]

Why, yes, I did remember you're human.

You don't seem to remember she is or I am, though.

[pencilpremonition]

Funny way of showing it! When I freak out because I'm human, it's MY fault because I should be better in control of my emotions. But when other people freak out at me, surprise surprise, it's MY fault AGAIN! It's NEVER not my fault! I'm ALWAYS wrong and it's ALWAYS my fault and everyone's problems are because I'M a bad person!

When's it my turn? When do I get to have a break? When are people going to care about ME? Never, that's when! Not good enough, never good enough, always wrong, and I HATE it! You love her so much then go take care of her. Leave me ALONE!

I'm done. I'm done helping. I'm done fighting. I'm done trying. I'm done.

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

BECCA, HUMANITY DOESN'T MEAN YOU GET TO BE HORRIBLE AND HAVE A FREE PASS!

[And her eyes flash green again.]

Humanity means you mess up, but when you mess up, you apologize and you improve. THAT is what I have done because, guess what, I was Rapunzel once. I was YOU once. I rejected people who helped me, I lashed out at them when they tried to tell me I was wrong. Heck, I almost got them killed. More than once! I DIED ONCE BECAUSE OF THAT ATTITUDE.

Because I acted like you did! Because I didn't think about what other people are feeling. You just see things from your way, ALWAYS from your way, but never from others.

Do you know why this is your fault? Because YOU'RE in the emotionally stable place. You are just in your day to day routine. SHE just DIED. She's allowed to be an emotional brat, you're expected to endure it a bit.

Good lord, I have ONE OF MY MORE PRECIOUS PEOPLE look at me and NOT KNOW ME and do you know how much that hurts? And then you yell at me how I'm untrustworthy and you hate me for not letting you act like a brat?!

I have to deal with that and you had, what? Someone be RUDE to you? And yet I'm still calmer than you!

SHUT UP, SIT DOWN, AND THINK HOW OTHER PEOPLE FEEL FOR ONCE.

[pencilpremonition]

Why should I try to see others' points of view when nobody ever tries to see mine?! Nobody ever gives a shit! I am at my BREAKING point! You think I'm stable, that's fucking cute. But it just proves you don't listen, you don't care, and you wonder why I'm upset!

Leave me ALONE!

[actively trying to shove Razzy off her now]

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

[I AM COMING OVER TO YOU AFTER MY TALK WITH BECCA.]

[...I am princess carrying Becca.]

I....kind of made her faint.

[TECHNICALLY TRUE.]

[tonewlengths]

Is she okay?

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

Yeah, she'll be fine. It's just a condition. [Dumbass-itis.] She'll be fine in a little while. [Setting her down on the ground.]

Are you okay?

[tonewlengths]

I... I'm fine. What about you?

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

I'm fine. [LIES.] Though I should take care of Becca, but I don't really want to leave you on your own...

Though there are some people I know you can trust. Three people who would definitely do everything in their power to watch out for you.

[tonewlengths]

...You're not fine, are you? We... We can talk about those people in a moment, but you just... I'm sorry, I'm sorry I started a fight, I'm sure she doesn't really mean what she said, so... So...

[ghostofthesparklelizards]

[Holds up a hand.] You didn't start a fight, Rapunzel. Becca did. She should have been kinder. I know you're not a nasty person, but she's...

Becca has a hard time being....empathetic.

[tonewlengths]

I...think, maybe I am too.