The fact that I still feel bad about things that are older than a nanosecond means I'm living in the past and don't deserve my friends or anything nice.
I don't KNOW! Can't I just be sad in peace? I thought I'd feel better if I threw myself into my work and started helping the newbies, but THAT didn't work, so maybe I'll just lay in here forever until everyone forgets about me.
When I say stop, I mean stop walking! [Turns around to Becca, hands on her shoulders] Becca, she's right. You're self destructing. You need to stop. Just stop for a minute. Cry if you need to, but you can't keep doing this.
That's not true. Others care about you, they just don't want to see you acting like this, you go after things and when you can't get them it hurts you so much, they see you grasping without any understanding and they can't stand it. You're not alone Becca. You're not, don't paint me as your only saviour.
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Repeat it back to me. Again.
[This may go on for a while.]
[SHE HAD DECIDED TO SHOUNEN THIS.]
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You think you're helping, I get it! But you're NOT! Just leave me ALONE!
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[Also would still intangible.]
No. Not until you repeat it ACCURATELY.
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Still wrong. THINK ABOUT IT. What was I actually SAYING. Without all your cynicism. I want you to say it right.
I really have nowhere else to be today.
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I'm staying RIGHT HERE, until you can SAY WHAT I MEAN.
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You still have fight, so you DO care. If you didn't care, you'd just say what I mean JUST FINE because things wouldn't be clouding how you think.
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[Transform and OVERSHADOWING IS A GO.]
[Guest in the headspace.]
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I told you that you can't just run away like that.
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I'm not watching some self destruct like that again!
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Dante, save me...save me...
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[Okay, stops. '-']
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You're the only one that understands, you're the only one that cares about more than shouting at me and telling me what a fuckup I am...
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That's not true. Others care about you, they just don't want to see you acting like this, you go after things and when you can't get them it hurts you so much, they see you grasping without any understanding and they can't stand it. You're not alone Becca. You're not, don't paint me as your only saviour.
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THAT WAS MEANT TO BE A 1/2 oops
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