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[pencilpremonition]

Who: EVERYONE!
When: Day 19, Late Afternoon
Where: All the Apartments. All of them.
What: Becca's bringing around flower arrangements!

[Please put your apartment letter in the subject line and reply to that thread if someone's already answered the door for your apartment. Thanks!]

[Becca's making trips to all the apartments. Since people are in and out of the shrine room, she knocks on one of the bedroom doors in apartment A. Otherwise, she knocks on the hallway door of every apartment. Even apartment E.]

Housekeeping! This'll be quick~!

Comments

[pencilpremonition]

Fussy fussy. If a God ever tells you you have to do something for every apartment, how would you like it if my apartment refused?

[akito]

But my apartment hasn't refused. I'm refusing.

[pencilpremonition]

Why, though? What's it gonna hurt you to take a vase in and set it down inside?

[akito]

You spoke badly about my friend.

[pencilpremonition]

Who?

[akito]

Ah, do you speak badly about so many people that you can't guess who it is?

[pencilpremonition]

I only speak badly about people that are nasty to me, and there's a couple of those.

[akito]

There are tons of people here who are assholes to me, but I don't speak badly about them. Mostly because they aren't worth my time, ne?

[pencilpremonition]

...

I... I just want people to be nice to me, and I get frustrated when they can't show the same courtesy I give them.

[Damn it, there's nearly no way to reply to what you said that doesn't show that I really am a petty bitch.]

[akito]

If you want people to be nice, stop making everything about you. You can't expect people to change just because you don't like how they are.

I'm not going to accept the gift because you spoke badly about my friend, and I'm not going to change my mind about it.

[pencilpremonition]

I didn't even do anything to you and you're being mean to me! It's just about being fair.

[akito]

Ah, see? It's all about Becca-san again, ne?

You can do whatever you want to me and I wouldn't care. But if you speak badly about a person who has done more for me than you could ever hope to do, then I am not going to graciously accept any gifts if it will benefit you.

Sorry!

[pencilpremonition]

People here are horrible to me. They hit me across the face for being nice, they attack me, and I'm supposed to just take that quietly? I'm sorry, but I stand up for myself. And if you're gonna get pissy about that, then you have no idea what it's like to be abused.

1/3

[akito]

[Did she just...]

2/3

[akito]

[Seriously?]

[akito]

[BURSTS OUT LAUGHING.]

[pencilpremonition]

[huff]

See? You're being mean to me. You expect stuff out of me you wouldn't expect out of a saint. And now you're laughing at me when I didn't even do anything! Just take the fucking flowers!

[akito]

You think being abused gives you the right to expect the world to treat you like you're fragile? That being abused gives you some kind of right to say everyone is being mean to you when they have a different opinion? That being abused means that people have to treat you special? Because it really, really doesn't.

The difference between me and you is that I haven't let my childhood define me.

The next time you tell someone that they have no idea what it's like to be abused, try to remember that maybe being abused isn't such a very unique thing after all~

[akito]

So no, I'm not going to take the fucking flowers. Sorry! Maybe you should find someone who knows what it's like to be abused, ne? They'll probably be more understanding than me!

[pencilpremonition]

If you're saying it happened to you, too, then come out and say it. Otherwise quit being mean. I'm nice to everybody until they hurt me, and then I'm only mean if they give me a reason to be.

If your friend hurt me, then I'm gonna say they hurt me. And if you call that being mean about them, then you're really entitled. I'm not here to be knocked around by you guys!

[akito]

So being abused would give me the right to be 'mean'? To be a self-centered, entitled brat like you? My friend has never hurt you. You try to use my friend's actions as an excuse for your own. It's kind of pathetic!

If it's really so important, I grew up in a cage. I was kept in chains. I was emotionally neglected and verbally abused. I was whipped on a regular basis. I was shot on a regular basis. I was considered a weapon and a pet, not a person.

I don't bother telling people since I don't expect anyone to care! And I don't want people to treat me differently just because they pity me.

Stop using whatever happened to you as an excuse to whine and manipulate people.

[pencilpremonition]

[That gives her pause. She takes a deep breath, and speaks a little more calmly.]

It wouldn't give you a right to be mean. Which friend are you talking about? I can tell you my side of what happened a little more easily if I know who you're talking about. Maybe we can talk it out.

[akito]

I don't care about your side of things. If someone disagrees with you, or they say something you don't like, you think it's mean.

I'm not going to take your stupid flowers, so come back later when someone who actually wants to help you will answer the door.

[pencilpremonition]

So at least I know it's not the girl who hit me, since you keep coming back to things being 'said'. But if you're not gonna talk it out, why are you mad? I'm being reasonable here.

[akito]

Because I don't like you.