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[imaginemeandyuu]

Who: Anyone
When: Day 49, Late afternoon/early evening
Where: Anywhere
What: Mingling

[This is a mingle! GO WILD.]

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[epicracy]

[obvs]

Being me.

[familiarized]

[ . . . laughs, but it's just a happy laugh. Happy at you being you laugh even. ]

That is true. There is only one existence that is 'Gilgamesh'.

[epicracy]

[nods]

I cannot complain that what sets me apart sets me apart.

[familiarized]

Are you simply content with that fact? That you are 'Gilgamesh' and by nature of that something entirely unique?

[epicracy]

[?.?]

Why would I not be content with it?

[familiarized]

There is no reason you should not, but it has always been curious to me. 'Enkidu' was made of soil and so I strive to be a man.

[epicracy]

[=|a]

Do you not think of yourself as a man?

[familiarized]

Yes and no.

[epicracy]

[=|a =|a =|a

nods]

My answer is the same.

[familiarized]

I see.

[epicracy]

You have not answered my question.

[doesn't seem upset but is d. still expecting an answer]

[familiarized]

It will be difficult to imagine. You, my king, who is consoled in loneliness because you are the singular existence of 'Gilgamesh' and does not 'want' in the same way that other men do. There is no need to strive because you are already at the top.

I, too, had an existence unlike any other. 'Enkidu' had no match other than yourself. We fought, we became friends, and it was a bond that moved us both higher. I love 'Gilgamesh' in a way that eclipses what I am.

Then, for our hubris and success the gods cursed me to die. To punish us and take something away from him. I left him alone and it brought him nothing but pain and ruin.

[epicracy]

. . .

[un.sure]

[familiarized]

[ it's cool

i'll just

sit here and wait ]

[epicracy]

[consiiiders]

Even mother and father?

[familiarized]

. . . I do not know his relations with them now. There . . . is some gap in my knowing of him.

[epicracy]

He cannot speak so of gods without speaking of one's parents.

[hrrgh

just.

unsure]

[familiarized]

[ . . . :x waits ]

[epicracy]

[idk man mostly what i am getting out of this is TRUST NOTHING

which is kind of depressing but ok w/e]

Their anger is understandable.

[familiarized]

[ THAT IS WHAT I WAS WORRIED ABOUT 8( ]

I am sorry to tell you.

[epicracy]

Ignorance would not be an aid. You were right to tell me.

[familiarized]

And now you wear such a face it does not feel 'right', but it is true I do not believe in lying to you either.

[epicracy]

Perhaps Enkidu would have been better apart from Gilgamesh.

[familiarized]

[ . . . hrg. my heart. ]

It is a possibility.

[epicracy]

[hm]

Are you happy here?