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Who: Wander, anyone
When: Day 24, Night
Where: Somewhere close by Apartment Q
What: Making his arrows more awesome.

[Wander is sitting in the halls, whistling a very somber tune while he uses a rock to sharpen some of his arrow heads. He looks more than a little worn after dealing with a giant spider earlier today but he's amazingly enough not injured!

You also caught him in a somewhat good mood!]

[Whistle, whistle, whistle~]

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What's that?

Come to me if you ever need anything.

...As long as it's something you can help with, I will.

Even if you just need a listener.

All right.

But on one condition.

What's that?

That you do the same.

[well played]

I promise.

* :) *

Then it's a deal.

...

[R-resisting the urge to hug you, Ed. Except not really resisting at all and just going for it.]

*o-oh Wander. old man is hugging you back, though.*

[Can you be a grand-bro and pretend I'm not weeping softly at all?]

*of course*

[Good because I might be a while.]

*....if it's too long I might end up joining you. though for now at least I'm managing*

[Oh no I don't want to make you cryyy but I really can't stop. Guilt and loneliness together is not a good combo.]

*it's not you who'd be making me cry, it's this place and the loneliness I can't escape :<*

[Maybe crying and letting it out is a good thing?]

*it's probably better than keeping it bottled up inside*

[Well that's good, because the soft weeping is developing into light sobbing. Damn it, it's the second time he's cried in front of someone. Damn it. :/]

W-will...will it ever stop hurting this much?

*this is a sad place full of sadness, sobbing will happen*

I don't know. I hope it will hurt less with time... but I don't think it will ever stop hurting completely. And I don't think I'd want it to.

[but two days in a row. :| Also sort of clinging.]

I -- I don't either. B-but...it hurts. I -- I don't...I don't even know if she made it out...if she's really okay.

*probably a lot more days to come, too*

It's an uncertainty I think many of us here are stuck with, so you're not alone. I don't know what became of him, either. If he's okay, regardless of whether or not he's alive.

[most likely yes.]

W-was he okay when you last saw him...?

*...nods*

But I don't remember what happened to me, if he suffered the same fate... or if he's been left behind, how he's taking it. I wish I could be there with him again, or even tell him it's okay and I'll be along to join him as soon as I can, but right now that's not possible.