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[beautymark]

Who: Anyone
When: Day 89, afternoon
Where: everywhere!
What: mingle time!

[So how is your day going, Thusia?

Let's hope it's pleasantly fun!]

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[killedyuu]

I see.

We can't ever doubt him, can we?

[imaginemeandyuu]

What?

[killedyuu]

He's always... Always trying for us, even when it hurts him, even when we've given up--he's always trying for us.

[imaginemeandyuu]

[lets out a little laugh-sob]

[killedyuu]

[Tightens his hand on Alma's]

[imaginemeandyuu]

It was...scary... when I thought he'd picked her over me... and didn't know we were the same person.

[killedyuu]

... That would be so ...

Just awful. So awful.

[imaginemeandyuu]

I pretended I was a crazy akuma who needed to be killed because I hoped if I just died for real he'd never find out.

[killedyuu]

.... I don't know what I would do.

[imaginemeandyuu]

Mm...

[killedyuu]

He still frightens me. You do too.

I don't... [Like he might say somwthing else, but just sighs.] I don't know. It's a lot.

[imaginemeandyuu]

...He won't pick part of us over another part.

[killedyuu]

He's amazing.

[imaginemeandyuu]

He's... incredible. The best...

[killedyuu]

Ugh, why are we so terrible...

[imaginemeandyuu]

I don't know. I really don't. I thought I'd lose him for real if he found out. I thought if he found out I was her, he'd stop loving her, because how could he ever love me? But he just. Grabbed me and told me to run away with him.

He's amazing. We should have...

[killedyuu]

Ah..

Why didn't you?

[imaginemeandyuu]

I was already dying. I'd self-destructed to keep him from finding out. We ended up alone together for the end, but that's it.

I...should have trusted him...

[killedyuu]

....

[Closing his eyes.]

I wonder if...

....

What happened to the Yuu in my world after everything...

[imaginemeandyuu]

...if he was already put under when you -- did that, maybe he was never in enough condition to regenerate like I did in mine. Even if... he recovered... the Noah probably wouldn't be able to wake him up later, so he wouldn't go full Akuma like I did... it's unlikely anyway. He's got so much less hate than we do.

[killedyuu]

But.. if he didn't know... he would hate me for not letting him live to find us.

I hope he is dead. I don't want to think of him left like that.

[imaginemeandyuu]

No... he'd never hate you.

[killedyuu]

He doesn't.. know who I was to him.

It's not like.. we were the best kind of best friends back then...

[imaginemeandyuu]

He wouldn't. Don't be like me. Believe that much of him.

[killedyuu]

I should... I just. I'll never know, will I?