oi_theoi: (Ur - Reaching Out)
oi_theoi ([personal profile] oi_theoi) wrote in [community profile] thusia2012-09-26 09:33 am

ITP: Anonymous Confessions

Who: Anyone!
When: Day 80, morning
Where: 1st floor
What: Anonymous Confessions

[Today the bulletin board features a new note in Ur'ghaste's scrawl:]

The 1st floor is still rather a mess of natural debris, isn't it? I've arranged a little event to clean it up quickly. If enough of you go down there today and make a confession, or give people advice about their confessions, you'll provide me enough power I should be able to get rid of most or all of it with one fell swoop. So go, make some honest confessions, help your fellows out! The more who contribute, the more of level 1 I can help out with.

Anonymity guaranteed*!

~~Ur'ghaste

* if you do not give yourself away, obviously.


[The 1st floor has a fog filling it today. You can still make out shapes -- should you have some reason to be getting somewhere, you can make out walls and corners and so on, as well as the general blurred shadowy shapes of approaching people. But the fog hides identifying features quite well, and you'll find it distorts sound just enough that voices should be unidentifiable.]


((OOC: Anonymous confessions! They're not compelled, just voluntary. As the post says, the fog should obscure visual/audio details. If you want to use an anon account, Thusia's is "anonymia" and the password is "gaspnature!". If you use the anon account remember to track the thread on a normal account or you won't get any notifs! I'm putting this post up from work so I don't have access to IRC -- if you have any questions please email me on harukami at gmail or reply to the toplevel "OOC Questions" thread and I'll get back to you asap.))

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I really, really understand. Some things should be left as they are. Living can be a valuable burden to bear... but the more you're forced to pick it up, the less of a freedom it is to HAVE that burden? Because it's not yours! It's not something you choose to do!

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a long silence]

I just wanted to see him.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh...

...I understand that too... unfortunately.

I'm so sorry.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you. I'm actually a bit glad, that there is someone who understands, most of the people I've met talk about the life they want to build here, the future they want...

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I do want a future while I'm here, and I guess I want to focus on that to make it... you know, liveable? Especially since people I care about are here too. The person I wanted to be with is here.

But living when someone you love has died, when all you really want is the assurance you can go to them is... there's no word for that feeling, either.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you still have something. But I don't know, people ask me what I want to do with myself and I honestly have no idea.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm really, really sorry.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
It's alright. I'll keep moving, it's all I can do.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
You're very strong...

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha, well, is there any other choice?

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Always. That's why it's strong to keep going.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah.. Thank you.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
If you want someone you can talk to, do you want to meet? If you want to keep this faceless that's fine, but I figured I'd offer?

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Actually, if I'm right, I think we might know each other already.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
...I actually have a guess but I wasn't gonna say. Haha, we're a mess...

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
We really are, haha...

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, haha, you know my advice is lousy but, um, at least I know the feeling??

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm. It's always nice to have solidarity.

[personal profile] anonymia 2012-09-26 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Y-yeah...