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Who: Everyone
When: Day 39, noon
Where: Everywhere
What: Time and a place

[So whether you're tired of people posting things on your door, each apartment's getting the following notification--there are even some posted around the new shrine area:]

General Meeting
Day 40, start time: morning. 
Could be an all-day thing, get cozy.

Who can attend:
¤ general Thusia populace (re: everyone)

Topics to be addressed:
¤ murder/torture: how/how not to deal with it
¤ basic governing system: law, law-makers and the decision-making process
¤ law enforcement: police force and other responsibilities
¤ any other topic: can be brought to attention

Any questions? See Kakashi (the ninja with the mask), Apartment N

Preemptively: yes, food will be provided

]

((Like the thing says. Need/want to talk to Kakashi? He's in Apartment N(in)))

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Uncharacteristically so, at least.

Oh.

[Sighs again]

Well?

[Looking at the purple, frowning.]

If you have something you want to say, you should just say it.

I don't want to say the wrong thing.

That doesn't matter.

Yes it does.

So you think it's better to just continue as you are?

I don't want to keep making you mad.

People get mad at each other sometimes. That's just how it works. Worse things have happened to me.

But nothing ever gets resolved if you don't say anything.

I know!

But...but I always make you mad and I'm stupid and I never know what to say and...and what if...

What if I do make you hate me one day...

[Staring very resolutely at the ground.]

...

Razzy, there's very little you could do to make me hate you.

...

That's a foolish concern. It's not going to happen.

Just say whatever you need to.

Did...

Did you realize something was wrong when you told me to go away before?

[Kind of crushing the purple from her grip, oops.]

I realized it was very unlike you, yes.

But you didn't stop me.

You weren't concerned or over protective, so I thought you...

... Those are assumptions, not facts.

I didn't stop you because I knew if I didn't have the time and space I needed, I was just going to lash out and hurt you more than I already was.

But even when you were mad before, you still got all protective.

So I was worried the reason you didn't was because...because I really had done it and you were starting to hate me. And...and I didn't know how to deal with that...I was scared, but I didn't know what to do and I didn't know who to talk to and I...

[Just...stops herself, rubbing at her eyes.] I don't...I couldn't stand it if I made you hate me...

... Razzy...

In all the time you've known me, have I ever really hated anyone? I don't understand how you could possibly think that.

I don't know. You've gone berserk and there were...terrible things in your heart, so it doesn't seem impossible. And I haven't seen everyone you know. Maybe I just never saw you around someone you hated or maybe I just never noticed.

Maybe you were just too kind to not say anything.

So when that happened, I got....I got really, really scared.

Edited 2012-04-14 05:04 (UTC)

[...Woooow there are a lot of really horrific things to pick out of that statement...]

You must think very poorly of me... Not that I can blame you, really...

But that's not something you need to worry about. Put it out of your mind.

Stop doing that!

[Just sighs again, brushing it off]

That can't be the only thing that was bothering you...?