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[pyropathic_ambicide]

Who: Saguaro and youuu
When: Day 37, Mooorning
Where: Common area
What: hella questin!!

[so she is a tiny girl, and minus being covered in tattoos it's easy to overlook her, but she is probably pretty good at getting your attention when she holds her hand up in the air and a flamethrower shoots out.

she keeps that up for a few seconds just so some heads are turned and then lets it die out]

Okay so! I don't know most of you guys, but in Dellen's name I am looking to help out with some shit. I am good at basically anything involving fire except cooking, and I can manage just about anything that relies on common sense or bullheadedness. I don't really care what you want help with so hit me up so I can get a fucking toilet.

Comments

[familiarized]

That was poor planning.

[originalhipster]

A bit. Yes.

[familiarized]

[ mmm icon. ]

Love and obsession are not so cleanly divided from each other.

[originalhipster]

So I've noticed.

[familiarized]

What do you intend to do?

[originalhipster]

I'm not even sure what the options are.

[familiarized]

Are you looking to resolve your guilt or end his feelings? Neither may be entirely possibly. Emotions are not easily ruled.

Or . . . some other option?

[originalhipster]

I'm not sure. It's all a mess. I am incapable of responding to such things, but I do not begrudge him it either.

[familiarized]

[ . . . . ]

Yes, that does sound like a mess. But leaving it as it is would distress you?

[originalhipster]

Don't know . . .

[familiarized]

My poor king.

[ I will just pet you some more ]

This is very unexpected. I did not imagine I would ever counsel you on this subject.

[originalhipster]

Nor did I. It is hardly an arena I involve myself in.

[familiarized]

. . . it is not a bad thing to begin.

[originalhipster]

Why?

[familiarized]

I will not tell you it is always beneficial, pleasurable or good. However to be confronted with it now and feel so displaced . . . the only want to conquer it is to take it head on or have further experience with it.

[originalhipster]

. . .




[huh that makes sense.

shit.]

[familiarized]

Even if it worries at you, I will be at your side. Another journey, perhaps.

[originalhipster]

I don't like it at all. You think this is the only way?

[familiarized]

I do not think it is the only way. It is an option that you may take if you choose to.

[originalhipster]

Other ways may be cowardly? Is it?

[familiarized]

I did not say that, Gilgamesh. Every choice has its benefit and its problem.

[originalhipster]

. . . and if I were to ask you for guidance, what would it be?

[familiarized]

Confront and own this part of yourself as well.

[originalhipster]

. . .

[squeezes enkidu a bit.]

I'm not sure of it. But ... I know I want to start listening to you again, too.

[familiarized]

[ i have



a lot of



feelings



about you. ]