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[allmadeofstars]

Who: Anyone
When: Day 27, later afternoon
Where: Apartment N
What: That extra roommate we didn't actually want

[So sometimes you go like three days without properly sleeping, and then have a bit of a good morning so you decide hey sleeping won't kill me and then you have a nap!]

[And when you wake up your face is all wet with tears and you're standing over a broken table with a piece of toast in your hand and you don't even remember getting out of bed and what . . . is happening with your life Allen Walker . . .?]

[Also anybody can come visit . . . sure . . .]

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[unmaskedlizard]

It's not that I'm alone anymore. I have comrades, even lovers, but there was just so much that...

was just... me. And would always only, only be me. That was just how it was.

[allmadeofstars]

Not—not anymore. Oh—. . . oh, you're perfect. We're together. It's fine.

[unmaskedlizard]

[throat closes up]

Wh-- p-perfect-- It's fine-- I mean it's not like it wasn't fine like that, because that's just life, I never imagined anything else! But you, you suddenly exist, and suddenly I realize I've wanted you my whole life--

[allmadeofstars]

Y-yes I know, shut up, oh—

[unmaskedlizard]

[clutches him]

[allmadeofstars]

[clingggggggg]

[not sure if COMPLETELY WINNING or COMPLETELY LOSING]

[unmaskedlizard]

[not sure either just clutching for dear life]

[allmadeofstars]

It's okay. It's okay—

[unmaskedlizard]

M-mmmmm...

[allmadeofstars]

[drawing back just enough to look up at him, bumping their noses together]

Hey—

[unmaskedlizard]

Hm...

[allmadeofstars]

. . . I love you.

[unmaskedlizard]

...

[Nuzzles their foreheads as he very quietly streams tears]

[allmadeofstars]

[we can have a futile competition to see who's crying more]

[unmaskedlizard]

[IT'S OKAY! THERE CAN BE TWO WINNERS]

[allmadeofstars]

[yessss totally winning]

[unmaskedlizard]

[DEEP... DEEP BREATHS]

[allmadeofstars]

[laughing faintly, hoarse]

[unmaskedlizard]

[laughs a little too, nuzzling the top of his head, calming down a bit]

[allmadeofstars]

[relaxing slowly]

[unmaskedlizard]

[maybe if i just stop opening my mouth you will go to sleep]

[allmadeofstars]

[kind of tearfully exhausted at this point, yeah]

. . . mm. Those were nice things.

[unmaskedlizard]

... Mm.

[kisses the top of his head]

[allmadeofstars]

[shifts a little closer]

[unmaskedlizard]

Sleep... okay?

I'll be right here.