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[unmaskedlizard]

Who: Crazy Allen and interested parties
When: Day 25, night
Where: APT E first!
What: oh nooooo

[You know what the worst thing about coming out of a haze of totally bonkers after being securely tied up and drugged for over a day? You can't just immediately run away.

Needless to say it may be hard to even realize Allen is back to normal for like 15 minutes. Because he's still just lying there. Like a deer. Maybe if I am still enough the headlights of sanity won't totally slam into me and send me reeling oh no too late.]

((I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO DERP OUT SOON but getting started on fallout since there is a lot of it, aww yea, also we can make timespace our bitch and say your character got news he is not a huge mongler anymore))

Comments

[unmaskedlizard]

[doesn't say anything to that for a moment...]

I guess we both at least... see it... It isn't that I don't see it and see that it hurts them.

Hahah...

[allmadeofstars]

[hairpetting lightly again]

. . . though maybe, next time, don't bargain your sanity? I'm just thinking that is a bad idea.

[unmaskedlizard]

... The only other way to bring him back was to give up a year of life, and my body would rewind or fast forward one year... it would age memories, too. I thought, I couldn't risk that... something that dramatic a change all of a sudden, and the Noah is a "memory," too... Gerasimos sounded safer in comparison.

[allmadeofstars]

. . .

[opens his mouth, then closes it, quietly]

[unmaskedlizard]

That was a good selfish, wasn't it? "I can't do that, I can't risk dying if there's another option," I thought-- that's good, isn't it?

[allmadeofstars]

Needs work, still. Maybe.

[unmaskedlizard]

Picky.

[allmadeofstars]

I know, it's terrible.

[more cuddles]

[unmaskedlizard]

[...okay

cool]

[allmadeofstars]

[. . . half-dozing after a little while]

[unmaskedlizard]

[... ah...

there is a long pause, and then he reaches up to gently smooth his hair]

[allmadeofstars]

[remember that period in your life where you were too terrified to sleep? :U]

[unmaskedlizard]

[yyyeees... if I'm too strung out out I have relapses it was so deeply traumatizing...

very carefully not waking him up, but watching over him now]

[allmadeofstars]

[every minute I sleep on you is more minutes than I've slept in like three days]

[unmaskedlizard]

[...i'm totally just going to stay here until you show signs of nightmares

why am I so weird this is weird

it'd be nice if you had a calm rest]

[allmadeofstars]

[Allen Walkers, you are very weird]

[this is kind of nice though]

[unmaskedlizard]

[settles back against the wall with him for longer term and tries not to think]

[allmadeofstars]

[thinking is the enemy :(]

[unmaskedlizard]

[I WILL BE HERE WHEN YOU WAKE UP...]

[allmadeofstars]

[sleep is also the enemy]

[stirring after a little while, sucking in a raspy breath]

[unmaskedlizard]

[... squeezes his shoulder]

Allen.

[allmadeofstars]

Haah—!?

[unmaskedlizard]

-- You're okay, it's okay.

[allmadeofstars]

[startles awake, totally disoriented]

[unmaskedlizard]

[S-soothing]

You fell asleep.