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Who: Crazy Allen and interested parties
When: Day 25, night
Where: APT E first!
What: oh nooooo

[You know what the worst thing about coming out of a haze of totally bonkers after being securely tied up and drugged for over a day? You can't just immediately run away.

Needless to say it may be hard to even realize Allen is back to normal for like 15 minutes. Because he's still just lying there. Like a deer. Maybe if I am still enough the headlights of sanity won't totally slam into me and send me reeling oh no too late.]

((I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO DERP OUT SOON but getting started on fallout since there is a lot of it, aww yea, also we can make timespace our bitch and say your character got news he is not a huge mongler anymore))

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[Oh no now Lenalee is here to visit]

[looks like he's been ASSAULTED BY PEOPLE WHO SHOULDN'T CARE for a few hours]

[Oh are you finally back to normal, GOOD]

Allen?

Lenalee...

I... ah...

[Shhh only headpats now] If you apologise I'll hit you.

...

[Pulling him into a hug] You're really stupid, Allen... I'm glad you're back.

[...chokes out]

You're right about me, Lenalee...

[Rubs his back :(]

You always bear so much alone...

... It was something I'd done... I had to pay for it.

I understand needing to take responsibility, but rushing about like a martyr was a terrible idea. It's okay to ask us for help Allen, even if it's just someone to talk to.

Martyr? Isn't that a little glorifying? How could I show my face to any of you like that?

There is never a situation you can't show your face to us. I told you once before didn't I, I'll always help you. Everyone here is your friend and they care about you, we'll accept your face no matter what.

...Y-you're saying that after that...

Of course I am. I love you, Allen, and I already forgave you. Don't hold this against yourself.

[chokes out]

I love you, I love you Lenalee. I'll never stop. I wasn't me, it wasn't all just letting go, something changed and I just hated everyone, don't ever think I'll stop.

[Cups his cheeks, lifting his head lightly and bumping her forehead against his]

I never thought that. I know that wasn't you, those weren't your feelings at all, I'm perfectly aware.

I'm sorry for hurting you like that.

[Pinches his cheek lightly] I told you not to apologise, you've already been forgiven. It wasn't you, Allen.

[m-mrrhghn]

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