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Who: Blaze and people
When: Day 21, afternoon
Where: Apartment O and the hall nearby
What: this looks unsafe...

[there are a lot of stray materials, wood and bits of plants spread out on the floor in the hall along with several frogs in a very crudely made cage of twigs. Blaze is just sitting and staring at the mess around him]

I don't think I want to find out how flammable those frogs are...

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I just mean to get something to heal him, not to devote myself to her. I... can't go down that path again.

I don't know if you can get a one-use charm or something. Maybe if you went to Albinia for medicine?

I don't even know what's wrong with him.

Poison. Pilot frog poison. Dizziness, disorientation, and fatigue...it's not that bad. But maybe you should let him heal naturally so we know how long it lasts.

He would deserve it, too.

It'll be good to add to my notes. But I really would've healed him if he'd let me.

I know. I'm sorry.

It's fine. I'm not the one who turned him away.

I feel like I should defend him. I'm his friend, and I don't think there are many others who can say that.

No surprise, with the way he acts.

It's just a bluff, he's a good person deep down. He just doesn't want to make people worry, so he pushes them away.

He's sure good at it. I wish he'd be nice to me. I didn't do anything wrong.

No, but I don't know if there's any way to fix it at this point. Unless you do what I do and flirt with him.

[DISGUSTEDFACE]

I... No. My boyfriend would get jealous.

I know. I'm not telling you that's what you should do. I just mean the situation isn't all that promising.

[sigh]

I just don't understand why so many people hate me. It started right when I got here, for no reason, and it's just getting worse by the day.

Are you really that worried about it? It takes a lot of effort to make everyone like you, more than most people would or could ever put into it. And even then, there will always be people who don't like you for reasons you can't and shouldn't change. You should cherish the people who do like you and let the rest go.

I wouldn't worry about it if there weren't so many of them. It's not just having a few people who like me and a lot of people who don't care... There are people who actively hate me, who go out of their way to make me miserable, and they out-number the number of people that care about me. I'm supposed to live here and work here and help out, and half the time I come out of my apartment I get shouted at or called names or smacked around.

You've heard about Sabra by now, I'm sure. That's where I was before I ended up here, and when I first arrived there most people hated me because of the team I was on. They had never seen me before in their lives and they hated me. I don't think I ended up changing many minds on the subject, but I got along fine with the people who didn't hate my guts and I was happy with it. Sometimes fate just isn't in your favor.

But it's not fair. I didn't do anything wrong.

[Would you like an "It's not fair" punch card? Collect ten and you get a free apology from Becca's mun for Becca's ridiculousness.]

Life is rarely fair.

But I didn't do anything... I don't understand why people hate me so much when I didn't do anything.

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