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Who: Those mingling types
When: Day 19, late morning
Where: Around. places.
What: People talking and shit. maybe stabbing things!

[minnggle away]

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I'm sure he misses you, and he'll be glad to see you when you make it to the other side.

I can see why, as strong as she is!

Ah... Jace was--is--an amazing guy. He wasn't just my lover and partner, he was my best friend. And he always knew how to make me smile, no matter what.

I don't know how much he'll miss me - it's been months and months since he's last seen me. There was never a chance for me to come out and see him back home. It would have been nice to say goodbye, or tell him that I love him. I never actually said it with words, you know. I think because I didn't want to scare him away even more, since he could never return the feelings.

That's the best kind of lover, ne? I don't think a relationship can work if you don't consider them your best friend, too. And here, you can just think of him and be assured that he loves you, and that you'll be with him again eventually - that can be your reason to keep smiling in this place!

Even if he couldn't feel the same way, he was still your friend, and still misses you. And even if he could be more than your friend, telling someone you love them can be a terrifying thing. It took me a long time to tell Jace how I felt, even though I knew he felt the same way... he's psychic, and because of that I could feel what he felt, and he could feel what I felt. But it still frightened me to say it to him. He was still my best friend after that, but saying those words changed what we had forever. I'll see him again on the other side of this place, and we'll be happy together again.

I would be happy if he missed me even just a little bit... Though I wish I had told him I loved him. I wasn't scared that he would reject me, since that was inevitable... I'm a very selfish person, so I'm left wondering why I never did.

I'm glad things worked out so well for you, Edward-san!

Perhaps you'll still have another chance.

I don't think I'll ever be so lucky! The only way I can think it will happen is if he came here, and... I wish with all my heart that he never comes here.

I still can't give up on there being something else on the other side of this place, where even those who didn't pass through here on their way will be waiting to see us again.

Even if I find a way out, I won't be able to leave until I find someone here first.

Then I hope you're able to find that person.

Ah, thanks!

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