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Who: Anyone
When: Day 118, evening/night
Where: Wherever you like
What: another mingle

[Though the temperature starts to cool quite a bit once the sun sets, it just assures the air is still crisp and clear and the sky offers a beautiful view: Thusia's three different-sized moons drifting slowly through an endless field of stars, illuminating the fields and rivers below.

If you're still outside, the dimmed lights of the hallways in the HQ shine through the windows to reflect off the water too, and all around there's the chirping, clicking, or squeaking of nocturnal creatures from the ground or in the grasses.]

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Mm . . . I got really kneejerk selfish after that, though, and shut down a little. Just—that feeling, that you're mine, after all, why should I have to . . .?

[draws in a deep breath]

But I understand from your perspective, of course you have important people to consider. I—wouldn't mind it, but . . . I suddenly became afraid that for all that Link was trying to extend a hand to me, it wasn't because of me. You know? He's the one that doesn't realize—if he thinks I don't . . . think about him . . .

...

[takes a deep breath...]

No. I think it's definitely you he's doing this all for.

What do you feel about Link?

. . .

Just... how you feel. About this, about us, since he is a part of it. You and him. What you want.

I don't . . . want to make anything problematic for anybody. I don't want anybody to be hurt.

Let's say that goes without saying! Let's say being really jealous is completely unavoidable. Everyone is a jealous type, here. And it's really impossible to convince anyone how important they are!

What do you want?

[freezing up again]

[ha haaa. yeah.

well, you're me...

I can keep asking =') ]

What do you feel about Link? Consider him now. Really do it. Who is he to you?

[helplessly]

Important? I don't know.

You do know. It hurt when he said you didn't, didn't it? You know better than just that.

. . .

Loving from a distance—was fine, I thought.

I thought that would hurt people less.

. . .

Didn't we already work out that we were castaways? Failed timelines?

Weren't we supposed to at least beat the asshole that did everything right in some ways?...

[makes a frustrated noise]

I don't want to make things worse, or try to elbow in where I don't belong!

You do belong!

Where? With you? With them? With who?

With any of us! You belong here! This is your place!

You're not going anywhere, and that's why Link is getting serious-- why I have to get serious too! And why you should! You belong with me, with them, with Lavi and Lenalee, with Alma and Kanda, all of them and both of them and all of us! Everyone that's found their way here, We belong together.