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Who: Yamamoto and anyone!
When: Day 116, eeearly morning
Where: Anywhere
What: some teenager is exercising because he is restless after bedrest and we are in an ENCLOSED SPACE.

[it is REALLY, REALLY EARLY and this guy with a sword strapped over his back is JOGGING. Or maybe you catch him when he is doing a few hundred repetitions with said sword!

Of course, if he sees you...]

Hey, good morning!

((D-DEHIATUS 8D; hiya))

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[THIS CASUAL TALK ABOUT IMMORTALITY IS UPSETTING AND CONFUSING. --> put aside. wait, the rest of this is upsetting too. glowering quite a bit.]

Is it okay or not? You obviously aren't happy, running from me and thinking of your other King. And we barely had one victory before I proved I'd fall, and this comes out now.

I can deal with split loyalties. I'm no stranger to a friend waiting with a knife for my back. But if you think just being an ally and not even an official servant is comparable to serving me...! You say it's different in your world, like you're not comparing them to begin with!

Tch'. Since you were six... I can't even imagine having a friend for that long.

--Darc! [SUDDENLY TRIES TO SIT UP AND GRAB YOUR SHOULDERS]

Are we friends?

Let go-- --! Are we...?

.... How should I know... what a friend is to you?

A friend is someone you never have to hesitate to call, whatever it is you need! If it's just to hang out doing nothing or someone to fight with you in a life-or-death battle! Someone who'll loyally stand by you or tell you you're wrong when you're wrong! Someone you can trust and rely on no matter what the situation is! It's definitely more than just an ally!

I think--as long as we're friends I don't care what else I'm called!

. . . .!!

. . . . . . .

That's. . . what you want?

Yeah...

[Thinks about it a little more...] I mean, maybe it's all the same to you, but to me it's simpler than officially serving someone...? It's not that I belong to any one person like a.. a bike or a sword or something; I'm giving willingly, you know? That's what "friend" means to me...

... ! I don't know what weapon a "bike" is, but I don't think of you as just a sword... that isn't what I meant, by any of this.

...

It was my fault... I thought the way you were behaving, you were offering yourself to me. Not that I understand the difference, with everything you listed for a "friendship..." but I doubt it's all the same after all, if you're having such conflicted feelings about it.

...

Just... do whatever you want.

I'm in no position to make demands of anyone. And I was an idiot to get so carried away over you.

["offering yourself to me" is making me blush--for reasons I'm not used to. THAT'S NEW.]

Um, well I didn't really think you were, but if you have to worry about stuff like people thinking I'm part of the deal when you fight, then it sort of becomes that way, right?

And I mean.. even as a friend I'd stick with you, and I'm still really happy you trusted me enough that you didn't even think about it! You just did what's normal to you, so that makes me happy too. So even if it's not the right term or you think you got carried away...

Edited 2013-01-30 05:51 (UTC)

--Aaah, I just don't know how to say it right! [WIGGLES OUT FROM UNDER HIM SLIGHTLY AND CLUTCHES HIS HAND...] Please still think of me as someone you can count on!

[hgck, tenses up, still bewildered at the gesture -- still not used to being touched and grabbed in neutral ways and between Rapunzel and Kengo he has NO REFLEXES for this]

Wh... begging for a thing like that...

Like hell this is normal for me! Like any of this is... nothing about you is normal at all. How am I supposed to react normally to you?

Oh... Well.. reacting not normally too is ok...

Tch. . .

Fine. . . fine. Keep your loyalty. I won't challenge it. ...You've already fought at my side as a friend...

Though as a King, I... [...]

No... never mind it.

Don't let that keep you down, Darc! You'll definitely find an answer that satisfies you eventually!

And... maybe I'll be ready someday... Ah, I guess that's weird to say after everything else I said...

. . . No, it doesn't. Ready for what? You've already asked that I rely on you.

To be official! Um, officially serve you I mean... I'm not ready right now--I've never even really thought about it in these terms before recently--but I still think that's something you deserve. So...!

If I can stop being so conflicted--when I can do it right--maybe...!

. . . . .

[I. . . don't. . . . . what am I supposed to do with that, what am I even feeling right now?]

Kengo. . .

. . .

As if I need anyone serving me out of pity--!

Who said it's out of pity?! Jeez.

Nevermind, we can think about that later.

[he seems somewhat placated at least - that was something said automatically without much feeling behind it. He frowns, settling back on his haunches, not meeting his eyes.]

... I'll still help you as much as you need. And I still need allies like you.

To think it's like this with someone so human... but I guess that doesn't... ...matter.

[Hmmmm, is it a relief that he moved back? No, I guess I liked him in my lap better...]

Ah--

Sorry, I know it's weird for you...