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Who: Anyone
When: Day 63, noon and onwards
Where: Sparkles, door is always open
What: STUFF AND THINGS

[So after yesterday being kind of terrible, and a tinydemon making himself extremely scarce (and probably not even bothering to sleep at home the night before), he's hauling a large basket of purified meat back from the shrine room, setting it down in front of the ice box.

It might consist overwhelmingly of snakes. They seem to have been killed with great prejudice.

Also, y'all, the fourth floor is flooding and we still have a giant hole in our ceiling, just saying]

I guess we can't remove Bob now...

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[It's almost like Pavo in here... gives the mirror some wide berth, but he can't help quirking a smile at the lantern]

... This is amazing. You've been busy.

It's not much, there's still a lot of work to be done, but it should be good enough for now.

It's still more than a lot of people who've been here for months have. [But a lot of them are just lazy]

What else were you planning on?

Oh, I've still got to get a dining table, and some more chairs, I need knives and forks and plates and all. I'd like to get a bookshelf, and some books to put on it, I need a dressing table in my room and I wanted to get some instruments from Ranniel, I need curtains for the window and clothes too, but I want to make those myself so I'll need to get more thread from Leedin, and of course I always need to be getting paints and soaps for my hair.

...

I.

I still don't know how you manage all of this. [IT'S NOT HUMAN]

...Well, what else am I going to do with myself?

... Anything you want to?

Mm, right.

[8(a]

If you were at home right now, what would you do? Just in general?

...Play with Pascal, read the books, play music, puzzles, darts, take a climb, sew a new dress, bake, things to pass the time until mother came home.

Most of those are things you can still do here, right? It might take time, but it's stuff to work towards, aside from just furniture.

[But I'm so frustrated with everything!!]

I'm still doing them, but, it's not bad to want to decorate this place, is it? I'm... Trying to make it feel more like a home, so...

There's nothing wrong with that at all. It's just that, once you do it, it's done, right? Whereas something like music or games, you can do it over and over, and with other people, too. It's less lonely.

It's never done, you can always learn and grow and get interested in new things, want to discover new hobbies and things to get for them, paint new designs. I don't... Want to be lonely, I like talking to people, and most of these tasks I have to do for them even involve talking to others, so it's a chance to meet new people and help others.

... I'm glad what happened hasn't changed your mind about that.

Honestly? I was worried it would.

...

[Okay, deeeeep breath] I'm... I've been trying to say I'm not scared, to make myself feel braver if I was acting like it, but it didn't really work... I am scared. I'm terrified, of this place, and everything and everyone in it. I don't... I don't know what I'm doing. Everything is so new and strange and I... I'm having a hard time adjusting to that. But, even if it's scary... Even if there are people like that... It doesn't change the fact that there are people like you.

[sfjk;ghsj RIGHT IN THE FEELS. That's actually kind of terrible, I hope you don't ever find out I'm a horrible person]

A-Ahhh, well... it's okay to be scared, you know. Or not know what you're doing. I don't think any of us do.

But you're strong enough to move forward in spite of that, and that's what really matters.

[NO YOU ARE SO NICE AND HELPFUL AND SWEET '^']

It's easier knowing there are kind people here, people that are so helpful... I think I'd be a much bigger mess without that support.