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Who: people..
When: Day 57, EVENING....INTO NIGHT! EVENINGNIGHT. TWO FOR ONE.
Where: wherever you wanna be
What:

[ what a swell looking mingle you are

don't mind me if i jump you. ]

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A week without having to deal with you.

...

I was sort of hoping you'd just want to knife me a bit, to be honest.

. . .

No.

A week is too long for just an answer. But... I'll consent to it if you agree not to do anything violent to Kiritsugu for that period.

I didn't realize you were such good friends.

I didn't realize you were so slow on the uptake.

No, I'm kidding. I totally realized that.

[ SHRUG

dun curr yukari ]

All right, why not.

Excellent!

So, what is it?

I like him. Even before knowing he was miserable I thought we could get along rather well. And after that he only seemed to frustrate me. I guess it's a little bit of bitterness. Old fondness and anger, it seems.

[ yes i sure am coherent today. ]

Why did he frustrate you?

I answered your question.

If you deal half-heartedly, I'll do the same.

The answer you gave was a half-truth at best, since you are only capable of "liking" someone in the absolute loosest possible sense of the word.

[ gosh way to be a dick ]

He had things I wanted and then threw them away for a childish hopeless dream that could never be realized.

[haha]

So instead of getting those things you want, you've decided to run around dressed like a priest while sticking knives in people you're jealous of?

How has that been working out for you so far?

Not too badly.

[ i am sure on a normal day this would be irritating but w/e ]

Not too badly as in "I feel good at this exact moment and am too jumped up to reflect upon the otherwise miserable state of my life," or not too badly as in "I find my existence to be genuinely fulfilling despite having expressed repeatedly that I don't care if I live or die"?

Edited 2012-07-02 17:31 (UTC)

[ . . . man

that's a difficult question . . .

hn. ]

Perhaps a bit of both.

You set the bar awfully low for yourself, if that's the case. Do you think you deserve to be miserable?

Isn't that somewhat obvious?

Well, I suppose you're free to think so if you like. But you should keep in mind that people don't always have to get what they deserve.

In this life or the next.

This life is the next. Or are you still holding out for a more appropriately biblical ending?

[ lolz ]

We'll see what happens after Thusia.

That's the spirit. There's probably some unpleasant hell awaiting you eventually, so try not to fuck up your life so badly while you can, all right? I might have to kill you, Kirei, but that doesn't mean I'm not rooting for you.

As long as you stick to the agreement I will also stick to my side of it. Then I don't care what you do or who you root for.