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Who: Anyone
When: Day 49, Late afternoon/early evening
Where: Anywhere
What: Mingling

[This is a mingle! GO WILD.]

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It's fine. I'm not doing it just for you after all.

I just... didn't know what else to do. I can harass Yuu until the sun falls out of the sky, but he won't go back to someone who's rejected him. It's hard enough to earn that sort of care from him that to throw it away is... you know?

Nova was careless and spoke against his own feelings, but the sort of pain that led him to lash out at Kanda isn't something to define as Nova throwing his feelings away. i Nor is it resolute.

You rejected him too, after all. A lot more strongly than words.

Yuu seems to think it was.

I... don't think so. Everything I did was to keep him. Every horrible thing I did was to keep him.

Kanda's a little dramatic.

And... that took a lot of sorting to clear up, you know.

[sorry, having a moment here, wrapping his arms around himself and digging his fingernails into his own flesh hard]

...mm.

... Alma?

[shaking his head rapidly] Can't. I can't. Sorry. This is why I'm a bad choice to talk to anyone. Sorry, Allen.

... Alma, what did I say?

I can't. I'm sorry. It's fine. Just give me a minute.

. . .

[it isn't fine but i can shut my mouth '-']

[just don't think about it Alma just don't think about it]

[relaxes with a sigh] See, I'm way too invested! Still, I'm sorry to drag you into this mess.