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Who: Aoko, anybody
When: Day 43, noon-ish
Where: Common area
What: COPING!!

[Aoko's leaning lightly against one of the windows, in a patch of sunlight. There's a deck of cards by her side, and she's sllllowly constructing a ~*~CARD CASTLE~*~.]

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You can't talk about plausible deniability and having faith in the same sentence!

Do you mind if I take the mini-fridge with me? I'll leave you guys the other two. Allen needs 'em more than I do.

I don't care—stop changing the subject!

Should I take Haruto with me? I guess I'd probably better.

Excel!

Do you want me to be happy or don't you?

You can be happy without needing to do something I need plausible deniability for. Open a liquor shop! Make people trade you food for it!

As usual, you just don't get it.

Maybe that's because you won't tell me anything.

And I'm not gonna tell you anything! You wanna roll over and start your stinking Nova life here, that's fine by me, but I want out and I want to see my lord again! Trying to do anything else, anything at all, no matter how amusing or liquor-filled or how mean I get to be to my customers, is ever, ever gonna satisfy me! So just give it up already!

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? When did I say I wanted to stay here forever?! If there's a way out, then I'll fucking leap for it. If we find signs, I'll help you look! But maybe we're just fucking stuck. And if we're stuck, I don't want to have to live some shitty life when I could've been making it something better.

I haven't given up just because I'm trying to make this place less of a goddamn hellhole to live in while we're here.

Coulda fooled me! But fine, you keep on playing around while our team dissolves, and while you do that I'm gonna make some signs! I'm not gonna waste anymore time playing nicey-nice with the scumbags in this world just because you want me to!

You can't make up signs! And how the fuck is alienating everyone gonna help you get out any faster?! What if they find shit and don't share it with you because you decided to subjugate them instead of working with them? And don't fucking say you'll just beat it out of them! You're better than that and you fucking know it! Weren't you supposed to be fighting corruption instead of causing it?!

Join forces with the corrupt to fight corruption? I should think not! I'm better all right — I'm better than everyone but you, and it's about time I started remembering it! I conquered the world my way, (presumably), and I'm gonna get out of here my way!