And I wish you hadn't relied on only yourself like a goddamn moron. That's what's upset me. I don't care that you have some "secret" dark side. Everyone has something like this. I bet even Tsuna could do awful things if anyone were ever allowed to push him far enough. It's just the way people are, you dumbass.

If you're going to regret something, regret taking the full burden on yourself. Regret not fucking relying on the rest of us to help you when you fucking needed it.