Imagine it's possible. You don't have to worry about acting like a monster because you have no real desire to. No, more importantly, you can enjoy 'friends' and 'family', you can find happiness in others by doing exactly as you are taught to do: be kind, be honest. Your faith is something you actually enjoy, because it gives you a path in life and in following that path you find comfort and happiness.

That would be your life if you were ordinary.